im so angry

I'm so friggin angry today! It started off with someone trying to take me there and then work was crazy. I don't like being angry I have good and bad things going for me right now. I don't want the negative to blind me from positive things in the near future. God couldn't be doing this for any othere reason but making me a better human being. I'm open truthful and in charge of things going on with me but when I feel like I'm losing control it bothers me. I have to be in control. My kids are healthy and happy I guess happy with our circumstances. Probably more than I know. I hate for them to see me upset about anything...they really deserve a happy healthy mom so getting rid of this anger that's inside me is mandatory. Just felt like blogging this out to clear my head thanks for reading. Peace.