rambling out of aggravation

I'm so irritated today...had everything planned for my lil girl and nothing went right. I had no ride and nobody offering anything either. Seems like everytime I plan something noone has my back. Its bad enough noone remember her birthday but me, my sister, and her father. That shit sucks for real but she knows she is loved and that bdays aren't about gifts and praise that's an everyday thing. I am reaching a new level in my life and I think its bout time I start shaking some trees and ridding my world of some unnecessary ppl and baggage. 2011 has to be my breakthrough year. New home, new car coming soon, and a healthy body. I will not take these small disappointment as a wrench in my plans. Its motivation really. Time to stop procrastinating and making shit happen. Done rambling I doubt anyone is reading but I got it out. Smooches...