I am alive today because god chose for me to be here. I don't think it was in his plan to tease the world with this beautiful spirit of mine. Ive stayed away from may things that would have shortened my life and/or made it unbearable. God is good to those are faithful and unfaithful to his word. His love is what's keeps me stable if no one else loves me beside myself i know he does. I will do everything in my power to follow his word. I know even if i don't follow it he won't shun me like the rest of the world. I'm alive because it is his will.
Day 26th - ever thought about giving up on life is when/why
i have never wanted outta this life, that hasn't crossed my mind at all. i have encountered people who have wanted out and i have offered them the same explanation that i say above about myself. You are here for a reason and your struggle will be your testimony...so it will get better day by day. Trust and believe.