Going through changes...

we all go through changes... the change I'm going through right now is quite humbling..I've never spoken like my life is perfect everything is alright cause i don't get ahead by deceiving ppl. I love the things i have accomplished and the many trials I've overcome but it ain't nothing like feeling alone when everyone says they are there for you. you are and will always be your biggest cheerleader don't rely on the world to pat you on the back or sing  your praises cause you will be disappointment many many times. i really don't wanna spread my biz but i do wanna tell my sisters stop spreading yourself thin. between work kids bills having a meaningful relationship with friends lovers and other can be draining and you can overload yourself and fall apart. I'm experiencing these things right now. i have to put me first and stop worrying bout what others are going through or experiencing its not good for me...sitting here talking with my mother she told me I'm doing too much and I'm getting the ass end of the stick...when i tell you i prayed for clarity hard this morning and i ask God to remove from my space what wasn't in his plan for me i was serious. I will be okay and I'm blogging cause i need it out my head and no one is reading but the ppl who normally vibe with me and no I'm not on no bs. Alright imma close this out.y'all be sweet I'm going to watch movies with my mommy.