Precious

Miss Angie, can I borrow ypur ear for a few

I need to confide some serious shit if u got a minute boo

See I may be young but i've been through the storm

I’ve been used abused and ran amuck on

My innocence has been stolen

Pots pans extension cords (insert colon)

Upside my head

Incest in my bed

A slave master seeping negativity in my head

Walked on stomped on treated like a bum

Can’t wash off this feeling

Just drown it in sorrow

But a new day has come

A brighter tomorrow

Cause on this day

I refuse to be a punching bag for my momma

A baby factory for my dad

Who burned into my scull

Some bullshit psycho line

“You’re the best I ever had”

Coming from my dad “

Is that supposed to make me proud?

Sick to my stomach

Crying out for God

I’ve hit rock bottom

Im in need of a healing

And I know who to follow

There's a light at the end of the tunnel

Yes I see it and its closer than I think

Just think before you told me smile its gone get better

I had wrote this letter

It said sorry to all who loved me sorry I didn’t speak

Sorry I let them beat the hope and spirit outta me

Im leaving it behind yes this is all on me

The pain on the outside can’t trump the pain that’s raging within me

Going on to a better place where this pain cannot dwell

And to all that cause me pain I hope u have a slow painful fall to hell.

I sat with a sadden look on my face

My eyes began to tear

Cause in that one moment I knew why she came here

Because I wasn’t selfish and lent her a smile and some words a grin

She didn’t take her life

She didn’t go through with that sin.

I’ve came to realize my life is not too bad

Cause if she woulda took the fall

And gave up on her faith

With all that pain and strife

I never would have experienced having this “Precious” moment

Maybe help saving her life.

“Life is Precious don’t be selfish”

~Lykebudda©2010~ all rights reserved